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Hello Autumn

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By now, it's no secret that I'm a fickle person. To quote my mother - I change my mind about as much as I change my socks (a slight exaggeration, but I digress.) To put it bluntly, I don't stick to things.
I buy something because I love it so much that I just can't leave it in the shop, and two days later I'm returning it because I hate it. I despise a song on the radio, but within a week it's my most played song on spotify, my ringtone, and the soundtrack to my everyday life.

The same thing happened with my blog. Last October, I loved the layout, the colour scheme, the direction I had for it in my mind. Blogging was what I wanted to do and there was no stopping me. By the end of the month, however, I was bored. My blog was still pretty, I still loved my beloved mint green header and that beautiful font I still reach for a year later. I just felt like I was talking to either no one or, at the very most, just myself. And I know that the point of my blog was never to become SUPER MEGA BLOGGING FAMOUS but it still felt quite lonely.  Come January I decided to give it another shot. New Year New Me and all that. But as mental health got in the way and college was as stressful as ever, my blog quickly took a backseat in my life once again. This year has gone so fast that I barely noticed my little blog gathering dust at the back of my mind, and suddenly it's autumn again. Autumn: my favourite season. Autumn: the original inspiration source for this blog.

Which brings me to the present. My life has changed dramatically since we last spoke. I've left college, I've changed my hair colour a few more times than I'd like to admit, and most importantly - I've finally got myself a job. As of this coming Thursday (October 1st, if you're reading this in the future!) I will officially be an apprentice florist at a local floristry. And bloody hell, am I excited. I genuinely feel like a changed woman (well, girl really) and I am simply bursting with inspiration. So here it is, 3rd time lucky, blogging attempt number three. I hope you'll stick with me as I start the next chapter of not only my blog but my life too. 

To conclude, I'd just like to say hello again. Hello to Autumn, but most importantly, hello to you.

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